Best of Me (Single)

N*ggas is selfish
No they can't help it
Why did I waste my time?
And I paid for it all
You ain't drop a dime
Tried to dim down my light
But I'm still gon' shine
Like mama said you can't raise a man
Even when you have kids
I didn't understand
Had ya' cake, ate it too
Had me lookin' like a fool
Hated everything about me
Hurted me like a dude
Damn! You ain't never love me
Why did you cuff me?
Maybe cause I'm from the towns
Seen the red flags
And I tried to take em down
But I see it was a circus
You a fkn clown *idgaf*
In front of the kids tho?
The fam never mattered
So we call that nigga wins low
Too fkn comfortable
When I cooked you had a bitch eating lunch with you
Wow u played me like a xbox
Seen a ping on ya phone and a ping on ya wrist watch
Never took me serious
And u def was a lil bicurious
For years of my life I felt alone
And the house that I had was not a home
Can't believe all the chances I gave to you
After all of the shit that u put me through

Damn! Best of me, you ain't deserve it
You was never even worth it
Did me a disservice
Looked good on the surface
Underneath, a disturbance

I was really a joke to you
Never talked only wanted me to smoke with you
Life is not about a high, go sober up
Living in the fast lane and it slowed you up

Wow Only wanted to make ya day
But you shut me down
And you pushed me away
Every night that I cried
You didn't care
Daughters hugged me
Had My son wipe my tears
Damn! Niggas is heartless
Had to pack it up, kick it to the curb like garbage
Felt like he was using me
How you have it all
And still be rude to me
Tried to please everyone
But was losing me
Fam Goals on the gram
But abusing me
Threw dirt on my name
And spreaded lies
Treated me worthless
When I am the prize
Did me wrong every month
And I took you back
Kept the fam close
Even When I felt attacked
I knew it wasn't right
Shit was fkn wack
Brought drama to my life
Now it's on a track

Unhealthy and toxic
My friends told me stop it
My fam told me drop it
My blessings, You Blocked it
You cost me, you lost me
You were fkn bossy
You thought shit was sweet
But I ain't Mrs softy

Damn Best of me, you ain't deserve it
You was never even worth it
Did me a disservice
Looked good on the surface
Underneath, a disturbance
I was really a joke to you
Never talked only wanted me to smoke with you
Life is not about a high, go sober up
Living in the fast lane and it slowed you up