End Up All Alone (Voice Memo)

Evening creaks
Nights at your apartment bundled next to me
Massage my back
Your hands are so cold
And my breathing's controlled
'Cause I get chills which you think is so funny

We're staring now
The room is silent
But your eyes are always speaking out
And honestly the way you look at me
Is everything I need
To feel sure when I'm so prone to running

'Cause it's hard to think I've started
Standing on the edge
Parachute is dead
Praying you're my safety net 'cause

I don't want to end up all alone
I'm so afraid that's how this goes

Congress Street
Waiting for our ride and wondering what to eat
Look for signs that show how you feel
Validate this is real
'Cause I've been lied to by eyes much more cunning

So it's hard to think I've started
Leaning off the edge
Parachute is dead
Praying you're my safety net 'cause

I don't want to end up all alone
I'm so afraid that's how this goes
I'll start to question everything
'Cause there's no way that you'd love me

Oh
Oh
Oh

We're laying down
Blood rush to the head
My ears are ringing now
Said you love me
You don't know what that means
And the destruction that it brings
So to say that is so fucking scary

And when the darkness drowns
In sunlight and the cars and birds are making sounds
Will your side of the bed be cold or warm?
Question I can't ignore
'Cause if you don't leave now
I'm sure that it's coming

Which is why it's hard to think I've
Fallen off the edge
Parachute is dead
Praying you're my safety net 'cause

I don't want to end up all alone
I'm so afraid that's how this goes
I'll start to question everything
'Cause there's no way that you'd love me

Oh
Oh
Oh