obito.
Surrounded by these demons and shit
I feel inflicted
Fucking voices in my head
Tears in my face
But nobody listens
I slit my wrist hoping that God would see it
Knowing he couldn't heal me
Wishing my family see it
My angels start to fear me
It ain't no soul to send to heaven if he end it all
My knuckles bleed at the pain
It's a fucking brawl
My homie hung himself
Shit my fucking fault
My grandma died
Was at the show
I know it broke her heart
I fucking fall apart
My girl keep asking if I'm straight I turn my back say I'm okay
I overdose on her prescription pills it take the pain away
She found me passed out in the bed
And she ain't know if I'd wake up today
But fuck it she don't understand how heavy this shit get to me
What the fuck I'd do to see my baby sister
Have her next to me
We don't get a graduation no more
That's because of me
I don't have a fucking reason to breathe
Take it from me
What's left of me
I used to be the cities hero when no man couldn't
Should have pulled the fucking trigger while nobody looking
Feel like my family never gave a fuck
They probably shouldn't
Death is influence
I was parked outside the store
I started gashing my shit
All I could think about was death
My brother's laughing and shit
Trying to tell my fucking brodie I was broken and shit
He screamed and told me folks don't talk
They just go through with the shit
Still I pray that he ain't mean the shit
Maybe he was scared for me
I've tried holding on to love
But hate keeps its hand around me
I feel alone
Even when my family round me
Said they love me
Knowing the shit they've said about me
Ain't shit that fulfills me
I'm breaking
I just want the drugs to take me
I'm trying my best to be strong
But life is weakening
And hell seem so strengthening
Pills no longer sickening
I tell my girl I love her but I fear she not listening
And it's like the more i scream at night
The demons keep whispering
That's when I go silent
Voices never fucking quiet
Then I black out
Ain't shit that can save me now
I wish that I could smile again
Wish I could have my homie again
Wish I could hold my grandma
See you smile again
I wish had a little hope
Take my life
Hard to cope
I wish that I could smile again
Wish I could have my homie again
Wish I could hold my grandma
See you smile again
I wish had a little hope
Take my life
Hard to cope
I feel inflicted
Fucking voices in my head
Tears in my face
But nobody listens
I slit my wrist hoping that God would see it
Knowing he couldn't heal me
Wishing my family see it
My angels start to fear me
It ain't no soul to send to heaven if he end it all
My knuckles bleed at the pain
It's a fucking brawl
My homie hung himself
Shit my fucking fault
My grandma died
Was at the show
I know it broke her heart
I fucking fall apart
My girl keep asking if I'm straight I turn my back say I'm okay
I overdose on her prescription pills it take the pain away
She found me passed out in the bed
And she ain't know if I'd wake up today
But fuck it she don't understand how heavy this shit get to me
What the fuck I'd do to see my baby sister
Have her next to me
We don't get a graduation no more
That's because of me
I don't have a fucking reason to breathe
Take it from me
What's left of me
I used to be the cities hero when no man couldn't
Should have pulled the fucking trigger while nobody looking
Feel like my family never gave a fuck
They probably shouldn't
Death is influence
I was parked outside the store
I started gashing my shit
All I could think about was death
My brother's laughing and shit
Trying to tell my fucking brodie I was broken and shit
He screamed and told me folks don't talk
They just go through with the shit
Still I pray that he ain't mean the shit
Maybe he was scared for me
I've tried holding on to love
But hate keeps its hand around me
I feel alone
Even when my family round me
Said they love me
Knowing the shit they've said about me
Ain't shit that fulfills me
I'm breaking
I just want the drugs to take me
I'm trying my best to be strong
But life is weakening
And hell seem so strengthening
Pills no longer sickening
I tell my girl I love her but I fear she not listening
And it's like the more i scream at night
The demons keep whispering
That's when I go silent
Voices never fucking quiet
Then I black out
Ain't shit that can save me now
I wish that I could smile again
Wish I could have my homie again
Wish I could hold my grandma
See you smile again
I wish had a little hope
Take my life
Hard to cope
I wish that I could smile again
Wish I could have my homie again
Wish I could hold my grandma
See you smile again
I wish had a little hope
Take my life
Hard to cope
Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Scarbrough
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