My Therapy

I don't know about the fame I don't got it
I don't know about the fame I don't want it
I don't know about the game I don't wanna play
Didn't know it was a game it's my

Flip a coin head or tails I'm indifferent (I'm indifferent)
I been running for a while always tripping (Always tripping)
Life and death please tell me what's the difference
Cuz I'm living in fear but at least I'm still living (Thank god)
I found my home and I'll tell you that I'm livid
But right now I'm gone man I don't know why I'm sprinting see
I'm back in my zone
I need my coach for the shit that I've been feeling think my spirit's disappearing ey, ey
I've been writing poems never thought that I would show em
Thought that I might blow it bet my passion make me go on
Treat me like a kid twice the power, call me Gohan
Living in the present don't be absent gotta show up
I'll show up
Don't know where I'm going
You don't get the message see I'm always outgoing
There's just shit that's just embedded in my head I never show it
I'm reaching for the top but I'm never outgrowing it
See through glass I'm seeing your malevolence
Wait this ain't see through ugh, it's so embarrassing
I'm staring and staring at my own reflection
Must be a bad signal I just don't feel a connection to it

I don't know about the fame I don't got it
I don't know about the fame I don't want it
I don't know about the game I don't want to play
Didn't know it was a game it's my therapy
I don't know about the fame I don't got it (I don't got it)
I don't know about the fame maybe I want it (I don't want it)
I don't know about the game maybe I want to play (Play)
Didn't know it was a game it's my therapy

I don't know about the fame i been playing but I think that I'm the same as the others
They, say
They just want a milly but I only want to write hits
I don't wanna fight all I wanted was an outlet
Something creative and expressive to cope with my pain
Hopefully someone will hear this maybe they'll feel the same

I don't know about the fame I don't want to play
I didn't know it was a game it's my therapy

A shot in the dark
A dog who can't bark
I'll reach for the stars
But I won't make it far
No, I won't make it far
A shot in the dark
A dog who can't bark
I'll reach for the stars
But I won't make it far
No, I won't make it far
No, oh, oh

Flip a coin head or tails now it's different (Now it's different)
Now I care a bit more I wanna win it (I wanna win it)
I got one life you know I'm bout to live it
Man, I'll use my cries maybe tear off the ceiling (Let's go)
I been healing not a lot of sight seeing
I been covering the light for a lot of dark reasons and
My sadness in my pain didn't want u all to see it but
Now I'm in the game all u gonna see is bleeding ey
From the top stop fuck the way we supposed to do it
I'd be a bad ref w the beat cuz I just overrule it
I'm like oxygen meeting heat cuz I get so into it
I just blew it
No one's waiting for the new song, move on
This ain't a game but now the days gone
I keep thinking about the second I was born
Almost two decades and I'm still unsure what's going on
What I'm doing got a lot of passions thought I'd pursue them but
I got issues in my head I always thought they would do it
Yeah, they're the reason for the limits think it's time to renew em
I need to cope w it all the guilt innocence I'll be proving but
The court's inside my body didn't know I could rule it

I don't know about the fame I don't got it
I don't know about the fame I don't want it
I don't know about the game I don't want to play
Didn't know it was a game it's my therapy
I don't know about the fame I don't got it (I don't got it)
I don't know about the fame maybe I want it (I don't want it)
I don't know about the game maybe I want to play (Play)
Didn't know it was a game it's my therapy

A shot in the dark
A dog who can't bark
I'll reach for the stars
But I won't make it far
No, I won't make it far