Playing House

I was never good at statistics
I still buy lotter tickets
Feels like I have a better chance of winning
Than getting you to make a commitment

Men just come and go like the seasons
Keep tryna settle down, they kept leaving
They tell me, "don't you start catching feelings,
But we can fall in love for the weekend"

I'm tired of playing house
Of making our bed, so I can pretend,
You'll stick around, I lie to myself

I'm here, holding out
The harder I fall, the harder we crumble to the ground
I'm trying but the house keeps falling down

They build a little life,
You cook me breakfast in your kitchen
You meet all of my friends, I meet your mom
And you keep making me believe this is different...
How can you expect me to not get it twisted?

I'm tired of playing house
Of making our bed, so I can pretend,
You'll stick around, I lie to myself

I'm here, holding out
The harder I fall, the harder we crumble to the ground
I'm trying but the house keeps falling down
Down, down, down
Falling down
Down, down, down

I can be an architect, I could try to ressurect
The idea of us, you put inside of my head
We were never build to last, you make sure of that
You get your kicks til you ghost and forget

But, I'm done
I'm done of playing dress up and faking,
Playing house

(down, down, down)

I was never good at statistics
I still buy lotter tickets
Feels like I have a better chance of winning
Than getting you to make a commitment