A Waltz With Chairs

For the first time I stand on my own
With two chairs in front of me Where they used to sit
Then I went outside
But the sun scared me
So I went back inside and slow danced with the chairs

Their ghosts wouldn't dance with me
I knew it was impossible
But I wanted it to be

Now today I went outside
I still danced with them in a field this time
Things are looking brighter
But that might just be the sun

Their ghosts wouldn't dance with me
I know it's impossible
But I'm still hoping

And I know one day I'll be with them
And they'll dance with me, ghost or human

Do you remember when I took you to see the Christmas lights? They lit the way through The cold, cold air and leftover snow
You smiled as the bulbs conjoined into their displays
We has waited and withered through the year to get to that
I wish I could have held your hand
But we were separated by a screen
Our love had grown so much up to that
The way we loved
It was so beautiful
Having gotten to this place
We were so in love.
After you left three months later
I swore no one could love me again
But this only hindered my ability to receive love
You need to be open to people
Not that that will bring you love
No love is deserved
Only earned through a series of everything
You earn the love you think you deserve
Love requires your whole heart Are you willing to give it?
And when I stand up and find you remain taller
I will stay content
This is where and how I stand
Despite being medically taller

Do you remember when I took you to see the Christmas lights?
You were lit up with joy
Until all of a sudden you became quiet and sad
I'll never know why
Maybe humans are just sad sometimes
And that is okay
To feel the weight of any mental strain
I wonder what choices I could have made to avoid distance tearing us apart
But I understand there is no going back
All things are earned through a series of choices
But not everything that comes in this earning is deserved
That is why life is so messy
But love is only earned if permitted on both sides
If one side does not want love
Then how could you love?
Love requires everyone to give love
Are you willing to give it?
I hope now, more than anything that your earnings post choices gift you splendid Experiences
No one deserves evil unless earned
My life is different without you
But I can still love and enjoy life
I will breathe now...

Alright that's it
How are we gonna follow this one up?

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