Attached

Eyes dry, can't speak, can't listen up
My face, your kiss, I'll loosen up
My dreams, not real, you're in my arms
Same shit, my loss, it's my luck
I swear, there's a piece of myself that I left
Somewhere, I don't know where I went, I guess
Give it time, could you help me find what I lost
It's gone, but I guess you're still right in my arms
I get this feeling that I lost you again
It's like that, guess I'll hide in my room and play dead
Now I'm screaming at my phone, I wish I could play it back
If things were different, I would run away before I get attached
I get this feeling that I wasn't enough
Know I'm right, you're just playing with my head, now I'm stuck
Took a hit like a mallet, I was never good enough
Now you're gone, we don't talk and now I'm fading into dust

I don't wanna speak again
Say the shit I never meant
I just wanna play pretend
I wish this could never end
I don't wanna pressure you
I can't even look at you
All this shit we'll never do
I'll just leave it all in the past
Sending you a letter, I admit it, I'm pathetic now
I'm a broken record on repeat and I regret it now
Standing all alone, am I supposed to never talk to you
Screaming at my phone, it's almost dead, but I keep calling you
All the shit we did, I flew it off into the clouds now
You're still in my head, I just don't know what to talk about
I apologize, that's just what this fucking song's for
Pulling out my hair, but I know I shouldn't talk more
Long hair cover up my eyes now
Letting myself hurt again like every other time now
I can't close my eyes because of you, and I don't know how
Could you ever see me as a friend, no I can't tell