Who Am I?

Haunted from beginnings
I was seven when you met me
Didn't know you very well
Until heaven hit and so did hell
And I got used to you
Didn't know that I was passive
Should've dug up every hatchet
But I let you take my habits
And parts of me that weren't yours to lose
And I couldn't get rid of you

I wonder if they can see through my teeth
All the lies that I told just to keep you around
But that's done now

All the nights on the bathroom floor
Weren't worth the dress that I couldn't afford
All the bruises on my knees
Weren't worth the damage you did to me

Wasted all those days
Spending money on the picture frames
Now it's empty glass up on the wall
Thinking back, those were the days
But those were the days before everything changed
Everything's changed
Now I'm growing old

I wonder if they can see through my teeth
All the lies that I told just to keep you around
But that's done now, oh

All the nights on the bathroom floor
Weren't worth the dress that I couldn't afford
All the bruises on my knees
Weren't worth the damage you did to me

So now I'm moving on, but this feels heavy
And losing you makes me unsteady
I wanna cut ties but maybe I'm not ready
I don't know, oh

Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?
Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you? (Oh)
Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?
I don't know who I am

Thank you for protection
And fuck you for demanding perfection

Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?
Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you? (Oh)
Who am I, who am I, who am I, who am I without you?
I don't know who I am