Living Nightmares

It was always way too much
Pulling back at every touch
Living nightmares you used to love
Quiet voices that won't shut up

Take my eyes leave me my ears
Better dead than when I can't hear
Second in silence feels like a year
No reply I'm the only one here

And I can't take the silence no more
So I go run and hide but there's no where
Not quite who I thought I was gonna be
But it's not over so I just wait patiently

I can't go to sleep with the lights all off
Secrets that I keep ima type no talking
Devil watching me and I might slip up
I got enemies that I might wake up now

Don't come to Hollywood it's a terrible place
AIn't no second looks you can see in their face it's time
Made up their minds

It was always way too much
Pulling back at every touch
Living nightmares you used to love
Quiet voices that won't shut up

Take my eyes leave me my ears
Better dead than when I can't hear
Second in silence feels like a year
No reply I'm the only one here

Miss myself when I wasn't so mad
I can't tell why I feel so bad
Sit in silence that I can't stand
Write these songs on the back of my

If I go falling for their favor one more
Time I won't get up
This is me calling for an early grave cuz
I wasn't' enough

Guess I'm giving up