Everything You Weren't

All these love scars they ain't never gonna heal
Every time I step inside that courthouse I get the chills
Been thinking bout my auntie dying man that shit surreal
Niggas started acting different ever since Vinny got killed
My ex shortie broke up with me then started sniffing pills
These pennies for my thoughts equal to a couple mill
And Veezy that's my brother kno he feel just how I feel
Ain't no sense in faking feelings baby boy just keep it real
We been down pretty bad only my niggas know
And I aint tryna be so mad but I get triggered tho
Cause I was good with what we had and what I didn't know
And even tho it's in the past it's the principle
My baby mama give me drama thats gon get me turnt
But through the bullshit I'm thankful for everything I learnt
My own people did me dirty so them bridges burnt
Now mentally I'm stronger and I'm everything you weren't

I'm your blood I'm your brother I'm everything you weren't
I'm your friend I'm your lover I'm everything you weren't
I hold you down like no other I'm everything you weren't
You know that's word to my mother I'm everything you weren't
And I'll be there when you holla I'm everything you weren't
You know I'll split my last dollar I'm everything you weren't
You see now that I'm a father I'm everything you weren't
No you ain't me so bother I'm everything you weren't

They couldn't show no love to me I had to love myself
I taught myself how to love and I still be needing help
I never bitch or complain I just play the cards I'm dealt
The way they treated me you wouldn't know how that shit felt
I pour up all my pain and I'm smoking all my stress away
Cut some niggas off then I learned that more is less
Should've have to watch my niggas shouldn't have to second guess
Don't tell no one what we been thru don't go snitching don't confess
How could you do that to a nigga
When all I show is love that ain't how you do a nigga
When love turns to hatred I might put one thru a nigga
Go ask El I keep it real you never met a truer nigga
Nah, and El I love you cause we lived this life together
Thank God we ain't catch that body would've been serving life together
We was out here hitting licks fuck it getting right together
Even since we was little niggas so this for life forever
I put my life in these lyrics this is the perfect canvas
CrazzyTrackz out in Europe but from a different planet
He tryna get out the trenches I know that boy can't stand it
Tryna keep his head above water cause he be feeling stranded
Rome and Cynn saved life I was going thru it
Murder on my mind for real I was gonna do it
I tried to build something together niggas went and blew it
I been stronger than you this whole time and I know you knew it

I'm your blood I'm your brother I'm everything you weren't
I'm your friend I'm your lover I'm everything you weren't
I hold you down like no other I'm everything you weren't
You know that's word to my mother I'm everything you weren't
And I'll be there when you holla I'm everything you weren't
You know I'll split my last dollar I'm everything you weren't
You see now that I'm a father I'm everything you weren't
No you ain't me so bother I'm everything you weren't



Credits
Writer(s): Anthony Rucker
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