I Can't Imagine (Live From Home)

I didn't know where to go
I didn't see everything
I was not aware
Of how I would fair
I couldn't think, couldn't breathe
I couldn't speak, couldn't drink
I was not okay
At the end of the day

How did I stand back up?
How did I not give up?
And how did I
Crawl out of this alive?
How did I make it through?
How did I get back to you?
How did I
Even begin to survive?

I can't imagine
I can't imagine
I can't imagine
Why I was allowed to make it here

I didn't feel anything
When you said to me not to speak
I wasn't getting there
My shot wasn't fair
I wasn't me, you could see
I wasn't free to believe
I could be myself
Without going through hell

How did I stand back up?
How did I not give up?
And how did I
Crawl out of this alive?
How did I make it through?
How did I get back to you?
And how did I
Even begin to survive?

I can't imagine
I can't imagine
I can't imagine
Why I was allowed to make it here

I couldn't breathe oxygen
I didn't dream in my own skin
Out of body nightmare
Playing deadly truth or dare
I wouldn't think about things
So I couldn't feel anything
I was just drowning
In my self-pity

How did I stand back up?
How did I not give up?
And how did I
Crawl out of this alive?
How did I make it through?
How did I get back to you?
How did I
Even begin to survive?

I can't imagine
I can't imagine
I can't imagine
Why I was allowed to make it here

I can't imagine
I can't imagine
I can't imagine
Why I was allowed to make it here



Credits
Writer(s): Casey Reiniche
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