Diary

You know, I try to use these songs to inspire me
But they never work
So I wonder if they lie to me
I'd try to think of words but they never seem to come to me
Then I think of a lie
And I write it in my Diary

Sometimes I sit and I lie
On my back and on my bed
Headphones planted on my head
Ringing lessons through my mind
As to why I'd listen
I'd crave attention and deny
What's inside, fortified
Fortified and denied
Patching holes in the wall
With paper and sticks of glue
There's writing on each piece
Title, length and artist's proof
If the hole is even patched will it be as good as new
If my hole is even patched will I be as good as new
You know, I try to use these songs to inspire me
Try to hear the words
Like they're calling to me

You know, I try to use these songs to inspire me
But they never work
So I wonder if they lie to me
I'd try to think of words but they never seem to come to me
Then I think of a lie
And I write it in my Diary
Then I think of a
Then, then I think of a
Then, then I think of a lie
And I write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my, in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it, write it, it

You know I have dream
I don't think that what you see
I've already seen
I don't want to go through this again
What does selfish mean
When you're in a world that's forced to give
That then takes back what you get
And for a bid
I don't want to sell my souls
When they're laced around my goals
I'm not under your control
Life ain't worth a weight in gold
I'm not playing any games
When their worth will fade in days
I don't care what they say
I'm the captain
It's my way
Cause I've learned that in the end
That the light comes after black
Rays are peeking through the crack
In the wall
Take a step back, whoosh
Push it down
Claim the crown
You're in time to push right through the cage
And see the sky

You know, I try to use these songs to inspire me
But they never work
So I wonder if they lie to me
I'd try to think of words but they never seem to come to me
Then I think of a lie
And I write it in my Diary
You know, I try to use these songs to inspire me
But they never work
So I wonder if they lie to me
I'd try to think of words but they never seem to come to me
Then I think of a lie
And I write it in my Diary
Then I think of a
Then, then I think of a
Then, then I think of a lie
And I write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my, in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my, in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my, in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my, in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it in my, in my
Write it in my
Wri-wri-write it, write it