Sad Girls Rock

I do not cry so they wouldn't think that some days I just stare at the clock thinking
I wanna die I don't wanna be here, this pain in my chest never stops
I don't wanna lie and say that I'm good cause clearly I know that I'm not
And I won't survive if I do not speak but I cover it up like a boss uh

Sad girls rock
Sad girls rock
Sad girls rock
Sad girls rock

Sometimes I stay up
Cause if I go to sleep then I don't wanna wake up
They tell me to pray when I'm feeling astray but they don't know The time it would it take Up
They think it's a lie all this pain is just made up
I should focus on making my paper
That I'm lazy and look for the easy way out
But the route isn't showing its way
Does it seem like it's all for attention

Does it seem like I want this to happen to me not discreet and it's all for a mention
Make me wanna pull the extension
I'm tired of faulty reception
I just need a listener, but after they listen they often just turn to a visitor
And they go making judgements on me cause

Everybody act like they know my shit
But when I'm feeling trapped they don't notice shit
And maybe cause I act like I shed no tears
They probably start to think that I got no fears
But if I'm being honest I'm scared of it
The possibility that I'll never be something
Sick of telling lies when inside I'm suffering
Do not act surprise when I die it was coming

And now my mental has been shot like a gun
I'm wounded and no one but me sees the blood
I'm trapped in the dark in my world there's no sun
Ain't talking bout smoking when I say I'm blunt
Cause when I am speaking they don't get the message
Or maybe they do but don't wanna accept it
And that builds this hate in my brain I detest it
So I get the K and I aim for their necklace
I'm sick of this chain release me from the pain
They say it will change but I still feel the same
I'm drenched in this rain that don't wash of the Shame
I feel from the blade when it's held to my face
And I do not cut but it's still in my hand
Cause I am too pussy to do what I dreamed of
Draining my body from poison that's inside my veins slowly killing me that I don't speak Of

So how do I speak huh
Only help me when I'm at worst, get ahead of the herd and maybe I'll persist,
I've been saying my piece for some time buts it taking a knife for you guys to insist

Do I need to spend everyday crying for my hurt to exist
Really think if I end my life that's the only time that the curse is distinct ah

Sad girls rock
Sad girls rock
Sad girls rock
Sad girls rock