Self-Inflicted

I feel pain on big scales like impale, my skin's pale
Or sharpen the knife like hammer on anvil
Swarm me with light stings like anthill
Words burn like propane and air, spark
Spark big and ignite that hells' pit
Devil laughing, take his crown and raise it
Tipping over, take me to hell, face it

I maxed out so I'll pass out
She wanna fuck but I'll pass now
Take the trash out, won't come back now
No, I never could back down
I just count my days, hope it's just a phase
Cos in four more years Ima demonstrate
What'll happen when ignored on them darker days
Cos nowadays I just suffer alone

Won't bother a soul, that's a no-go
Back then I woulda begged for a phone call
Back then, I really tried to be vocal
And now I can't express what I feel bro
No tears, no info
No understanding, no feelings, no
I'm seeing time slip, I see my soul rip
I can't even kip to restart this shit