When I Feel the Light

I always run when I should stay
And I forget the things that I wanted to say
No, I'm not perfect, sometimes I get low
My emotions are so fragile, gotta take it real slow
I always sing when I feel the light
The heat of fires burning in the dead of the night
And all my friends are here with me
At least that's where I always hoped that we would be

I remember when you
I remember when you left
Did you know that I was
Really just a mess
I remember when you
I remember when you died
Should have said you I loved you
While you were here, while you were still a-

I always hear but rarely speak
Of all the different things that make me weak
And when you died, it made me give a fuck
I reached out for help and opened up to love
And though I carry such a weight on my mind
I know everyone who's gone was really one of a kind
So all my friends who had to go
I still love you like I loved you, wanted you to know

I remember when you
I remember when you left
Did you know that I was
Really just a mess
I remember when you
I remember when you died
Should have said you I loved you
While you were here, while you were still a