Mr. Lazy

Sometimes it's just not great
Lemme tell you what I see when it's dark and gray
And if you understand my pain let me talk for a second it could spark your day
Smile to the cameras
I been ups and downs smile frown
In my bed alone or drinks on the terrace
There is really no way to stop me
Walk free but I got fools that done copy me
I don't expect no respect I just live it like I take but I get
Any opportunity to get a bag
Feel its new to me but often I forget
And if me being happy makes you feel upset then I would guess somethings wrong in yo head
There's a whole lotta hate where I'm at I pretend that's it's not really bigger than that

Hours days minutes slip away
I got used to see this every day yeah
I've been working daily for a change
I've been working daily for it
Times changes I find no meaning so I put my pain to a better day
I can stay whining and talking i'm waiting for something to change but it never came
Times changes just like the seasons but as I've been seeing there's nothing new
Don't do the same thing expecting a difference if I put my mind on its coming true

Because I'm an idiot must admit I've calmed down
All my life like I been living it as the class clown
You see my smiling bout my past now
It took a bit of work just to get where I'm at
I'm not at the wheel.
I feel I'm steering in the distance I don't make the call but I'm the one that's left to feel
The memories hatred
these personalities changing
I dull 'em out I get faded
I feel I'm stuck in the basement shit
All my life I didn't talk that way
I been around but no one ever seen me walk that way
They told me it was fake but now I get support that way
And no one ever stayed around to me sort that weight
But when the kid is blowing up
Getting messages from people that would never give a fuck
Yeah you say I used to suck but now you wanna be in touch
I remember how y'all had me feeling like I was too much
But I never was enough no
I never was myself
Is what I thought when I said I needed help
my momma had my back every time I got expelled
So I got me of the drugs and I got me to myself
Now I'm in a city can't remember which hotel
Plus I got a lady with me guess she's going there as well
I been dreaming of this life now it's time to break the spell
All the magic in the air because I'm finally living well

So is there still something not right about the view that I've been putting forward
Like do you really find you try to find yourself
Oh that's a great question and of course you don't
And if you think you do you're just setting yourself up for failure basically



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Writer(s): Lucas Vroegindeweij
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