Just Not Me

Hating myself
It's kind of sort of my specialty
Walk through this life always in search of that missing piece
My ex told me to let it be, but I couldn't
Seems I'm always running from things
And I know I shouldn't
And how much will it take from me
Maybe you've been debating escaping behind a razor
Or maybe you've been debating explaining recent behavior
The words you got written down
Learned, rehearsed in the mirror
But being open and vulnerable is always your biggest fear
You'd rather you disappear
Cause the people you thought you had
Were never really sincere
If only there was a way to prevent you from being here
I know there's fog in the tunnel
It doesn't seem it'll clear

I don't have all the answers
But know that I can relate to you
That's why I write these songs
It's my attempt at saving you
I don't feel I belong
And maybe that's motivation to
Sabotage my life
In hopes that I can save a few
People, who are, just like me
Afraid to love themselves, just like me
Wish they was someone else, just like me
Afraid to speak how they feel, just like me
Running from the pain, just like me
Afraid to go to sleep, just like me
Try to be someone else, just not me
Look up to someone else, just not me