TSL (Teen's Soical Life)

Uh uh uhh
Uhh uhhh
La oooh
Ooo
Ooo
Oooh

I'm changing my heart is changing
Realize this world that I live is full of danger
Been exposed to drugs hatred and violence
So many dead it's music to my ears just like a violin

All these teenagers out there dying
Overdosed suicide thoughts my mind been trifling

Too scared to socialize with others
The fear of criticism holds me down I'm drowning in my anxiety
Fucking hate today's society

I don't like going school
These people ruined it for me
Talking shit the way I look and how I act
Put a gun in my head
Followed up
On the news with my lifeless body

Y'all don't understand what I've go through
Every day I put my head down staring at the ground
Hoping someone sees my pain I don't know if I'm tripping but

I'm hurt on the inside, tryna run and hide
From my demons lurking in my mind
Finding somewhere safe to go
By the end of the tunnel, there's always
Darkness chasing me

Yeah, they're attaching on to me
All these memories they slowly fade
Let my emotions enrage
Can't talk about it to you so I'll put on a page

Like
I'ma tell you from my own perspective
It feels like I'm trapped in a cage
It's barely hard to breathe I cannot break free
I wanna be treated fairly but rarely

Yeah, It's hard to conquer my fears
Stuck here for years, bearing this depression
You know
I wanna say my confession
To my friends, my family, and the people around me

Like
fuck I cannot take it no more
All these recommendations to me it don't work
I'm fighting this war all by myself
If I'm gonna lose then I'll go kill myself

Wanna be myself
(Be myself)
Feel myself
(Feel myself)
I won't let someone pull me down like that
I'm mentally impaired it's not really fair
When the hatred has been over five years
Full of tears, like this

La hmm hmm
Ooo ooh
Ooo uhh uhh
Uhh uhh oooh

I'm changing my heart is changing
Yeah, now you know you see the real me
I've been tryna hide all these feelings
Deep inside my heart, it's cold and it's bleeding

Yeah, the blurry faces have been scheming
Teaming against my will for my downfall
The walls closing in I must find a way out
Or it'll take my soul and bury me alive
Like

Oh, I hate to trust, so stay back!
I don't know if it's my anxiety or paranoia
I'm in my own world there's no room for love
Because breaking someone's heart
Is a criminal act

And last, friendships don't last forever
Sharing my goals and dreams aren't
Endeavor
Because even my own friends to me are the devils
Just creep behind me blinding me from the light

(From the light...)
(From likes of you... ooo)
(You... ooo)
(You... oooh)