waiting-patient

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Always on my mind, but i can't seem to take it
Patient, patient, patient, patient
Loving ain't real, but I can't seem to fake it
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Waiting for the day cause right now I can't face it
Patient, patient, patient, patient
She opened up my eyes, I was living in the matrix

Thought that we were something, but I realized it was nothing
Now she stuck up in my head, and I know she think it funny
When I thought I hit the bottom now I'm down down bad
Now I live under the covers and I'm down down sad
Been an alcoholic and I'm headed down that way
Need a key for the memories and lock away
I been drowning in my sorrows and I melt away
I been downing couple bottles now I slowly fade

Now I'm wasted on the floor
I can't tell if that it's me she looking for
I endure
All the pain but why do I feel like some more

And I go for seconds
Guess that I'm embedded
I still want her presence
I still want the blessing
Guess I bring the pain to myself, the directions I'm headed

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Always on my mind, but i can't seem to take it
Patient, patient, patient, patient
Loving ain't real, but I can't seem to fake it
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Waiting for the day cause right now I can't face it
Patient, patient, patient, patient
She opened up my eyes, I was living in the matrix

You needed somebody there
I needed someone that cared
I guess that I was doing fine before I meet you on the
Stairway to my life
You wasted all my time
Those times where I thought there was a vision
Now you too high like the god damn ceiling

Now I'm wasted on the floor
I can't tell if that it's me she looking for
I endure
All the pain but why do I feel like some more

And I go for seconds
Guess that I'm embedded
I still want her presence
I still want the blessing
Guess I bring the pain to myself, the directions I'm headed

Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Always on my mind, but i cant seem to take it
Patient, patient, patient, patient
Loving ain't real, but I can't seem to fake it
Waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
Waiting for the day cause right now I can't face it
Patient, patient, patient, patient
She opened up my eyes, I was living in the matrix