Twisted

Have you ever been straight
But shit feel twisted
Have you mastered the heat
But still left the kitchen
Does your heart skip a beat
When your mind won't listen
Is it harder to breathe
Do you feel constricted

I'm going to stumble over words that I usually say with ease
I never talk about my problems never show my sleeve
Quiet ain't the way that I always use to be
but talking ain't never do shit for me
Singing is better which is weird and ironic
I don't get money so these relationships platonic
They ignore me when I'm down
So I'm staying up off it
Cause waiting on shit, won't slow my process
But fuck I've been keeping wide awake cause
These headaches they've been killing me
I hate medicine but I'm popping just to feel relief
Grab it off the counter and pour some liquor to make it sweet
Don't take my advice I'm leaving my thoughts ahead of me
Yeah I don't make sense
I don't care to chase checks
Guess that make me different in a way
I'd just rather just ponder
Off the drugs and wonder
How the cosmos came to exist in a day
Guess I'm fairly strange
Why the fuck won't shit just change
I know y'all can relate
But we don't think the same
This can't be my story this can't be my plan
Just cause I don't agree don't mean I don't understand
I'm taking it one day at a time I'm getting fucked up
Flipping coins won't help me decide don't got my luck up
How come when I look in your eyes you looking stuck up
Like you thinking about pulling out what we done tucked up

Have you ever been straight
But shit feel twisted
Have you mastered the heat
But still left the kitchen
Does your heart skip a beat
When your mind won't listen
Is it harder to breathe
Do you feel constricted

I don't wanna think no more
I don't wanna sink no more
Swim to the top
The pressure on the ocean floor
It's got my mind at war
It just won't stop
I don't think there's saving me
Don't you come looking for me
You might get lost
Out here there ain't no breeze
But floating got my mind at ease

As much as I may have I feel like I'm always lacking
I stay by myself with the smoke I'm never matching
Spending all my time on this toke It's everlasting
Reality feel like it's a joke I'm rarely laughing
I don't be as good as I pretend to be
Engaging all these thoughts keep me married to my memories
Waiting on tomorrow cause today there ain't no better me
I've accepted shit won't be as good as it used to be



Credits
Writer(s): Giovanni Gaspar
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