My Truth

Hear now, my truth now
Askin how Im doin and I tell them
I hurt down to my soul
I hurt down to my soul
Hear now, my truth now
Askin how Im doin and I tell them
I hurt down to my soul
I hurt down to my soul
Gotta face it,
Cant be too complacent
Sittin in my feelings, thinkin I should overcome it
Its funny just how last week
I said that i had felt good
But just because I said it doesnt mean I actually am though
A lie to cover up the fact I'm dealin wih a heartbreak
Will never understand the sacrifices that i had to deal with
Through fire where he placed himself, I tried to go and escape it
The lady told him that he need to go and find his Egypt
He on the dock, he sees it
Get a boat and sail it
In his head, he drownin, now he sarchin for a reason
The purpose he pursuin
I wonder if its worth it
The life Im givin up to finally say that I had made it
I smile on the outer
Im thankful to the alpha
I'm still alive, and dreamin, gotta scream it even louder
They tell me go and slow down
Cant even comprehend that
I cut up all these tracks cuz its the
only way I cope now, thats real talk
Hear now, my truth now
Askin how Im doin and I tell them
I hurt down to my soul
I hurt down to my soul
Hear now, my truth now
Askin how Im doin and I tell them
I hurt down to my soul
I hurt down to my soul
I want it,
Im hurtin on the down low
They buildin up they houses while my credit steady slippin
They buildin up they families while im facing isolation
I steady wonder if Im makin all the right decisions
He standin on the dock, and lookin far, and see his egypt
He sailin through the ocean, water is so treacherous
He crashin in the rocks and, thinkin that he stranded
He wavin out for help but he standin on his own
You hear now, better get to swimmin
It seems that every time I chill, I can not even focus
I do so much because Im startin to become so restless
I rather keep on workin to not go back being reckless
I apologize to former
Associates I dropped off
You better keep that toxic talk away, and to yourself and
I gotta keep the lighter on, I flick the flame, occasion
My head is lookin forward, and I wont be lookin backwards
I say this
Hear now, my truth now
Askin how Im doin and I tell them
I hurt down to my soul
I hurt down to my soul
Hear now, my truth now
Askin how Im doin and I tell them
I hurt down to my soul
I hurt down to my soul