Mile Between Us

There's a mile between us
You already know
There's a mile between us
Ready set go

Im the type of person to not get too attached
Ravaged by a passive need not to latch
And that's a fact that stems from a past
Of isolation I never knew when I'd see ya next

Canceled too many plans now I'm not invited
Self esteem extinguished over night it's
Too damp in here to reignite it
Mind crippled by a blight
Stuck me alone here another night

But really they were right so I don't blame them
It's just a shame so I try explaining
Still not showing and that's the same to them
It's all I could do from caving in

I'm regressing obsessive
And passing it back to me
Relapse and collapsing
And asking where you be?
The feeling is massive
Origin a mystery
Someone let me out
Toss ya man a key

Still stone face a mannequin
Will show grace if you let me in
Fill your space with foreign tint
Killed this place with a awkward grin

So let's begin again
Going back like Benjamin
Button up a billion
And Towards thrilling end

I think that it is possible
I take on burdens
And make them my personal obstacles
now the way forward
is something impossible
Using excuses to never start crossing
These boundaries and borders.
Pushing or proving was suddenly optional
And my motivation has stopped a result
And the chip on my shoulder
Was larger than my ego
Where could I even go

Sunshine burns and I'm slowing down
Move my life to a newer town
Curtains close and take bow
Feel the love of a newer crowd
Hoping no one calls me out
You should call me out
Call me out

I've put this show on so carefully
Every piece I am building with clarity
You'll rarely see any piece of sincerity
Stay mindful and keep your serenity
I've put this show on so carefully
And the kindness I get feels like charity
So I made it out but just barely
I've morphed to a ghost or a memory

And maybe you and I can meet again
introduce myself as a friend
But theres a mile between us
Maybe it has to end