Fake a Smile, There's People Here.

We fake smile round here
Cuz It's a lot goin on
Blank stare at the road
I don't even hear the songs
Playing on the radio
Or whatever you just said
Your excited for the party
I'm just wishing I was

I like to see how long I can hold my breath
Just wanna know if I'll be good at being dead
So lost in my thoughts now my face is turning red
i really I need some help man I'm a wreck

LOL I feel like I'm in fucking hell
What are you all doing here

I get dishonest when they ask me how I'm doing
I'm so focused on the negatives in life I'm always booing
Never pay attention and I don't know what I'm doing
I don't care I don't care

We fake smile round here
Cuz It's a lot going on
Blank starin at the road
I don't even hear the song
Playing on the radio or whatever you just said
You're excited for the party
I'm just wishing I was

I miss my old self I was not always this way
I used to wake up every morning excited for the day
But now it is a struggle just to leave the bed I lay in
And there's nothing I could even really do to fucking change it

I'm not scared of anything except for my mind
It pulls me in and tortures me at all the worst times
Excuse me I have to pull over its not safe to drive
I can't see the road thru the tears in my eyes

You sneak into my thoughts And my gas pedal hits the floor

We fake smile round here
Cuz It's a lot going on
Blank starin at the road
I don't even hear the song
Playing on the radio or whatever you just said
You're excited for the party
I'm just wishing I was



Credits
Writer(s): Samantha Balmes
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