Innocence

She resents her own appearance
Feel it when approaching mirrors
Puts on baggy clothes to distract grown men
With the wrong intentions
Tears rolling where no one hears it
Pops in jail and so he's missing
Mama bringing niggas in the crib
Shouldn't be exposed to children
Grown ass niggas groping feelin
Told her mom but no one listens
Mama keeps on dismissing but secretly knows the feeling
Found a guy she want more kids with
This nigga not no different
Came in the child room one night. N' This event she won't forget it
She woke up being undressed from clothes
Screaming what you doing pls get off of me she ain't never been this scared before kicking pushing begging no
She ain't never had sex before
Yellin mama to let her know. he ain't letting go
As he proceeds to violate a twelve years old

And ma don't truly give a damn
Cuz if she had to choose a stance
Between her daughter and this nigga
She don't want to lose her man
That child cried for the rest of the night
That shit gon haunt that girl the rest of her life
Swear to god

Did you know that pain really changed her
In the mirror looking at a stranger
How the fuck do you deal with
All that you feeling inside

Sometimes you feel ashamed sometimes its anger
I would've protected you from danger
How the fuck do you deal with
All that you feeling
I wish you healing
I wish you healing

To the children I just spoke about
No matter if you grown or not
You did deserve to be protected
From molesters no it's not
Your fault that this world is twisted
Changing little girl's existence
Pain of it's insane I'm sure and baby
You deserve to heal it
Piece by piece you working with it
Some days I know it hurts to feel it
Burst in tears resurface vivid
Memories of the person did it
And that shit was a coward move
You hurt your mama allowed him to
Against all odds they doubted you
Would blossom but I'm proud of you
I hope you finally do
Heal for real and meet a real protecter
One that makes you feel safe in any place that you with him never
Up for question on how solid he gonna be he'll be ya blessing
While you glowing back in your natural essence so free from every
Thing in your past
You finally see the present
And every single piece of you that died is resurrected
Don't second guess it
All that shit will be a distant memory
I just send you healing energy
Feeling me

Did you know that pain really changed her
In the mirror looking at a stranger
How the fuck do you deal with
All that you feeling inside

Sometimes you feel ashamed sometimes its anger
I would've protected you from danger
How the fuck do you deal with
All that you feeling
I wish you healing
I wish you healing



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Writer(s): Elijah Brown
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