13.06.2022

Everything was over in a flash
And if I'm honest, I didn't think you had it in you
An unexpected landslide, oh no
After all the pain, you know I still could never hate you

But I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt me
I'm sorry that you felt you had to fight on your own
My presence hurt yourself more
And now I don't have a choice in staying, so we'll both be alone

Oh, what has happened to all of our plans that we made?
London will just have to wait
But by the next time I see it
It can't be your hand that I am holding no more

You go and find your peace

(But I hope that I'll be all you wanted)
(It's always been you)
(I need you)

I wish it didn't need to come to this
It felt as if our lives had led up to here
And I just can't shake this feeling, or fever dream
That from today you won't be here lying next to me
Now it's a memory

Where every piece leads back to the day that I saw you last
When we took up our last exams
Same day we heard that we both passed every single class
I kissed you down by the stairs
Our last walk down in Rotterdam
Almost time before we made plans
Throw a party as newly grads
And now I-
I guess you need to go

Now your train is coming, it's okay, 'cause I'll see you soon
So for now you take care
I'm so proud of you
Fist bump, a kiss, we're all smiles before we left
But two days later, somehow, three years had to end