Dear Life I Hope You're Not Impatient

Figure myself out
And it's feeling like a nightmare
Go into the bathroom
Lock the door and look in the mirror
What's my will?
What's my wants?
What's my needs?
What's this fantasy?
Open up a book and read it to me
Tired of scrolling all through instagram
Everyone is fake and no one gives a damn
Do these scars mean nothing to you?
I have nothing to lose
All this loneliness
And you don't have a clue

I have this sickness called depression
And it tears me apart
Paint a bad picture of me
I'm calling it a work of art
Go into the kitchen
Break a plate throw away the shards
This is my end
This is my part
This is all I ever want

Bit by bit
Piece by Piece
I put my life together like a puzzle you see
Say that I do this for attention cuz
Of the way that I bleed
Oh no
Oh no you don't
Know the struggle I live
And the reasons I give
And the reason I sit
On the curb of the road and I

I have this sickness called depression
And it tears me apart
Paint a bad picture of me
I'm calling it a work of art
Go into the kitchen
Break a plate throw away the shards
This is my end
This is my part
This is all I ever want

I have a theory about how to take away all the pain
Keep some friends on the side
Just in case call them novocaine
Feel like a prince
The way I'm walking through all this purple rain
Dear life I hope you're not impatient