No Love Lost

I move in silence from fear of myself
Mind racing, battled thoughts of me killing myself
Deep down I needed the help
So I reverted to the past and did it myself
So if my smile fades
From seeing the foul ways
That I was disrespected
Then I'm gonna need a file save
Just to make sure that my backup set
It's been a minute
So let me get a microphone check
No love lost the cost was undefined
10 years later
It's still hustle and grind
Landscape changed
Some family still remain
My friends are not the same
I haven't given my name to a soul
Am I chasing the goals
That I set at 17 or am I skipping the stones
I never thought that I would play this role
But I don't need to get diamonds from Cole
I'm still digging

I'm just trynna get over it
I had a few missteps
Making do with what I got left
I'm just trynna get over it
I had to heal my mind
Lost love but I'm fine this time
Cause I'm trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over

All my feelings changed
My demeanor changed
Couldn't stay the same
Back when all this started I was rapping just to dull the pain
Now I train with a purpose in mind
Skill acclaimed but they doubting it's mine
It's more than rhymes
As a backpack rapper around North Carolina trappers
With the blessings that I'm after they gon see me shine
It's court vision cause when I lay bricks
I lay enough for generational dimes, I'm nice with it
Know the mission not a way that you can stop that
Got regrets ain't no way to turn the clock back
I Murda Beatz now I wonder where the cops at
I spit so much I wonder where the mops
I cocked back and swung
I stopped having fun
I contact the son for rejuvenation
I lost love but I regained peace
Lord, I'm ready, man I been patient

You see it's real simple
You just need to understand this one fact
I was at the point
Where I found peace by myself
And once you reach that point
You need to understand
If you can find peace by yourself
You're looking for someone to add on to that peace
Not take away from it
And once you reach that point
And obtain that knowledge
It's just the single fact of
Going out and going after your goals
If you can pursue this object
This passion that you have
With a simple peace of mind
With nothing to hold you back
It's just that, the easiest thing in the world

I'm just trynna get over it
I had a few missteps
Making do with what I got left
I'm just trynna get over it
I had to heal my mind
Lost love but I'm fine this time
Cause I'm trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
I'm just trynna get over it
I had a few missteps
Making do with what I got left
I'm just trynna get over it
I had to heal my mind
Lost love but I'm fine this time
Cause I'm trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over
Trynna get over
Get over

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