Recollection (Freestyle)

Too many day's are feeling numbered I'm pressured it's all my fault
Days i've needed slumber and lessons from all my thoughts
And it hurts when i imagine these battles that I done fought
These battles that i done fought

I'm recollecting and stressing about every message
And it hurts for me to tell you i'm switching up for the blessing
And i don't give a fuck keep it on me cause i'm a menace
But shit i keep it on me they want me because they're jealous but i

To think about it i'm trying hard just to lose in the end
No one around me i'm chilling i'm cool with losing my friends
And he run his mouth we gone spin it we double back shoot again
Huh we double back shoot again

I'm really about it come try me i'm sending bullets they hiding from all the shooting
They siding they pick and choosing
foreal
I feel a way cause i was there when no one cared for you still
But now you're gone i hope you're good you know im taking these pills

I said i'm going back in and i need a chance
She trying to fight i just wanted to see her dance huh
I'm out in public i'll throw you inside a trance bitch
You're talking shit like you know me but you're a fan

And i've been moving alone but i keep it tuck
You're switching up but i've never given a fuck
These bitches trippin don't talk to me so what's up and it's on me tell your homies
I'll throw em inside a blunt
On god

But now i'm tripping you're thinking shit that i'm good
Thinking i ain't shit but i'm always misunderstood
I made a promise to make it through out the hood
He tried to play me took anything i could

Been finding peace in the heart
I gave you everything i could and you just tear me apart
I know it's hard i seen the worst when i was left in the dark
I'm finna make it know i will and this is barely the start and i swear god