Melatonin (feat. sensamura & Stroodle Boy)

I would be risking my life for a way to navigate out of my mind
Out of my shell
Like a snail, I'm too slow to keep up and I feel like people can tell
So how can I get to know you
Your name and face does not ring a bell
Even if I can't see the ceiling sometimes
It's still there blocking my cell

See the ceiling moving about as I'm fading away
My skull become rubber it's lacking it's shape
Seeing the rainbow, end of my days
I'm losing my faith again
Meeting my fate again
Coming to terms my state again
Wondering how, I'm coming around, impossibly making amends

I'm mending the fabric of my life
Upending my habits
If I'ma set a goal for myself, I gotta reach up and grab it
I try to not be so shy, but too much and I'm crashing
I'm waking up slumped, even if I go to bed rabid
Nah

Waking up
My brain it be shaken up
Missing the sleep I just disturbed, my serenity breaking up
Melting pot of a mind conjuring up all the things that I cannot obtain
Living my life but I'm living my life in vain
Mixing up all of my ends so they calling me Mark Twain

Mark Twain, but my ending is not unique
I don't want to be four more artists
Four more people that are facing defeat
No
I can't let us face defeat
No
Maybe we'll make it out

Hold on
Wait
I'm tryna hear the debate between the two halves of my brain
My chemicals wack got me going insane
Look at my eyes now
I'm putting the knife down
Wrist steady swelling, need me a pack so now I am iced out
Aye

Sloth Mob is not gonna stop 'til our music fills every room
Your impression of us crumbling like the Bridge of Khazad Dum
Begging the Lord to show me the holy I've heard so much about
When being myself I feel like a phony
I still can't figure me out

Even my closest of homies don't know me
Aye
I'm running in circles
Wait on the call all day, it's the end of the night and I never did heard ya
I know my mental don't concern ya
But my heart on fire I don't wanna burn ya
No one but me, I'm the loneliest learner