Alarm Clock

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Ooh
Lately my life been a waste in four dimensions
My ass too slow to keep up with my intentions to wake up
Spend the day being productive
I'm afraid that I'm running this production
Straight into the ground
I gotta bounce back if I want to stay on track
My brain lagging
I'm like a crack addict
But I can't get out 'til I take a crack at it
That is not being a bum
I been lost in a slump as the months tick by
And when I crawl back under my sheets each night
It's evident that I been losing the fight of my life
I send a right hook to my left brain
And I'll never be the same if I can get it to hibernate
Then maybe I can stop rationalizing my laziness
But then I'll be stuck with only the creative shit
It doesn't help

There is no logic to it
At some point I gotta do something to wake up
Lucidity giving me an alarm clock
To force myself to wake up
Oh
At some point I gotta wake up
Oh
It's never too late to wake up

Talking pain, shift the subject
They hide if we in public
Might say we just ain't that close if someone questions something
Too afraid to be my friend out loud in case they make assumptions
That's why it's so hard to be normal, cannot pause the loss of function
But I keep on grinding, waiting for the day it all ends
Picking up slack, looking for my friends
Where they at though
Prolly somewhere dark
Cold
All too familiar cause we all stuck in the same damn hole
Struggle with the life that we given
Nightmares too vivid
Carrying the cross, but I know I'm still sinning
But find light in the tiniest of things
The way my cat looks when I bring her some treats
The way my brother looks when he knocks down a three
Deep down I know that I really can't leave

There is no logic to it
At some point I gotta do something to wake up
Lucidity giving me an alarm clock
To force myself to wake up
Oh
At some point I gotta wake up
It's never too late to wake up