Waking Nightmare

(This gon be the rawest shit I ever wrote)
(Everyday my life's a waking nightmare)
Ay

Everyday I wake up I almost wanna pass out
They don't understand what I'm
Feeling but they throwin them
Stones at my glass house
What if I just blackout?
Get my money then I might just fucking cash out

Everybody takin me yeah
Way too seriously
When I meet someone new
I can't let them near me
It's hard to put into words
What I'm feeling
I just need some motivation and some healing

Some healing
Some healing
Some healing
Some healing
I just need healing
Some healing
Some healing, ay

Can't even talk to my therapist
Cause I'm scared he'll leave
If he hears what I digest
Life's been moving way too fast
Lately it's been scarin me
Why do I feel secondary?
It just hurts me deep inside to know
That I need therapy

I need therapy
I need therapy
I need therapy
I need therapy
I need therapy, yeah
I need therapy

Why am I in a waking nightmare?
Why am I in a waking nightmare?
Why am I in a waking nightmare?
Why am I in a waking nightmare?
(Yeah, ay)

Everyday feel the same
They all merging into one
Every second's full of pain
My life's coming undone
But I swear this ain't the last
Yeah I swear we ain't done

Seems like just yesterday we were happy and smilin
Tears in my eyes sitting here now I'm cryin
Keep on that fake face so there ain't concernin
Up all night writin, tossin, and turnin
Seems like yesterday I thought I was learnin
That's my own damn fault for being discerning

Ay
For being discerning
Ay
For being discerning
For being discerning
Ay
Ay