Peace of Mind

I wake up every day with a smile on my face
I'm really not that happy, but i'm scared of being asked if i'm okay
I open up my closet, wear the shirt that I get compliments in
And it's not because it's comfortable but I could use the confidence

Sometimes I think you hate when I don't cry
I just want some peace of mind

I wake up every day pulling knives out of my back
I'm here because it's lonely when
My friends hangout and keep me in the dark
I really think I hurt too much because I wear my heart on my sleeve
But if they could feel what i've been feeling, maybe i'd have company

I don't wanna see another day
Triple dose got me on my toes, running from this pain
Going miles away
I don't wanna see what I became
Ups and downs have always felt the same, running from myself
Is the price to pay

Sometimes I think you hate when I don't cry
I just want some peace of mind

I wake up every day, paranoia from my dreams
Been running round in circles from a monster that I can't even see
My problems are invisible to me so I just drink them away
And if you could see inside my head, you wouldn't wanna fall asleep
Sometimes I think you hate when I don't cry
I just want some peace of mind



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Prezzano
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