Better Off

Yeah
Life can be so overwhelming
Especially growing up
Only to realize that you have to unlearn some certain things

Sometimes i feel like life is much better
Much better when I'm on my own

Need no second party i just wanna be alone
More of myself when i stay home

I'm already broken by life I know
I'm already shattered by the lies i was told

I gotta heal from all this trauma that's a goal
That's a goal i am better off alone

I am better i am better
Much better off alone
I am better i am better
Better on my own

One more stroke on this back of mine and it's finally over
One more lie i thought was the truth I'll tear in pieces for ever
My hearts a bomb that's bout to go off with a stressed set up system
And lies from the people that i trust the combination to quicken it
So I'm watching my steps and my chin
So while I walk I don't give off a smile that makes someone feel
Like I'm in a position to have conversations done with that shit
I'd rather cut my head off make it turn and talk with my lifeless body
Till one party feels bored
People who had come closer than talking
Put bullets in my trust took it to where there was nobody watching
So if they found life they gonna strangle it all out of the body
The murder was as clean as a man who just stepped out of prison
Do you know what's its like when you think that you've finally found em
Your heart soaks of fear when you think how life will go on without em
But they've promised to always be there so you calm and you trust em
Till the back that you used to wedge em
When they couldn't walk was the same one they stabbed as brutally as fuck

I am better off alone

Too many lies i was told left me broken
Too many lies got my heart frozen
Frozen with pain, frozen with death
All a nigga wanted was a heart frozen with chains

Sometimes I feel like life is much better
Much better when I'm on my own

Need no second party i just wanna be alone
More of myself when i stay home

I'm already broken by life I know
I'm already shattered by the lies I was told

I gotta heal from all this trauma that's a goal
That's a goal i am better off alone