Do You Ever

(It looks like we lost another one)

Do you ever get tired of feeling like that no one notice you?
Do you ever get tired of feeling like that you ain't even you?
I know where this is going, 'cause I been here before
You just gonna leave me, 'cause I act like myself

I been in my bed thinking 'bout I want me dead
I want to see a lot of red
While I'm laying down
All in my head going in circles, circles, circles
Circles, circles
Have I cried over the first girl? Many times
I gave her the best world?, Yeah, many times
How many times my head swirled? Many times
It's just one of them days where I wanna die
That's like everyday to me
I can't trust no love, it's still all fake to me
And I see why nobody be dating me
And I see why everybody hating me
Yeah, I'm annoying, I should leave this Earth
I'm annoying, I should break this curse
My opps can't kill me if I kill me first
And I don't got energy to go to church

Do you ever get tired of feeling like that no one notice you?
Do you ever get tired of feeling like that you ain't even you?
I know where this is going, 'cause I been here before
You just gonna leave me, 'cause I act like myself

I talk too much, and I tell myself to shut up, shut up
I look at myself, wanna throw up, throw up
And one day I might not show up, show up
Stay in my room, never grow up, grow up
'Cause if I'm 13 and my life this ass
Then I don't wanna live to 20
All of my days in my head, them shits be rainy
Man all of them never be sunny
I'm tired of it when I tell people how I'm feeling deep down
Man, they just think this shit is funny
But then when I die, they gone claim that they miss me
They gone claim that they got tears that be that runny
I'm not telling people how I'm feeling deep down
That shit just make me look like a dummy
That shit just make me look like a dummy
Then when I cry, I'm soft like a bunny
Tired of this shit

Do you ever get tired of feeling like that no one notice you?
Do you ever get tired of feeling like that you ain't even you?
I know where this is going, 'cause I been here before
You just gonna leave me, 'cause I act like myself

I'm tired of the crying
I'm tired of the trying
I just wanna die
I'm tired of asking
I look to the sky and I ask god why
You say that you love me when you really don't
Man why did you lie?
Now you acting dry
Is it something I did?
I stay there and cry, man
It's hard saying bye
I gotta get used to them not taking tries
Yeah, I gave you my love, you gave it to him
And I'm still asking why
Man, 'cause I'm so sure about you
I don't know why I did that
I really hate myself
I guess this is your getback

Do you ever get tired of feeling like that no one notice you?
Do you ever get tired of feeling like that you ain't even you?
I know where this is going, 'cause I been here before
You just gonna leave me, 'cause I act like myself