Better

For a second, everything was an adrenaline rush
Champagne on the beach couldn't get enough
Falling deeper and deeper into his allure
'Cause I have an addiction to wanting more

And it's really my fault that I went this far
What I wouldn't give to have what'll never be ours
Falling harder and harder, 'til I hit the floor
I have an addiction to chaos when I'm bored

First sight, gold rush
Keep a straight face even when we touch

First light, aurora
Like some dynamite, electric crush

And I am losing my mind

And it's probably better that he didn't stay
Just like it's probably better that nothing ever goes my way

I

And it's probably better he went out with all of my friends
Just like it's probably better that I'll never have to see him again

I

Here's a few things I learned
If your secrets are fire, you're gonna get burned
Never look back once the tables have turned
Give it a second, don't go in on the hurt

Don't believe him when he says
He's loved you since the day that you met
No hesitation and no regrets
When I left this is what I said

"First night, you left me
I was dying inside 'cause you were my dream

And you might miss me
But you can never get me back after I'm free

Cause I already lost my mind"

And it's probably better that he didn't stay
Just like it's probably better that nothing ever goes my way

I

And it's probably better he went out with all of my friends
Just like it's probably better that I'll never have to see him again

I

And it's probably better they were talking shit
Just like it's probably better I'm already over it

I

And it's probably better I'm a wild card
Just like it's probably better he never had the chance to break my heart

I

It's probably better
Yeah, it's probably better