Wannabe

I stalk her on the internet
I wishful think that you'll forget
How pretty that she looked in my same dress

I watch her dance with all her friends
So many I lose track of 'em
And it's funny 'cause she kinda looks like me

And oh I know you're happy
You don't think about me
And that's the way it should be

I wish I didn't care so much
Wish I didn't lie between my teeth
But I just stop and stare so hard
Maybe it's the chronic jealousy
And I pretend that I don't care
I wear a smile, you're standing there
'Cause maybe in the end you'll choose me
A wannabe
Wannabe, wannabe

I stalk her on the internet
I fall into a trap again
It's not my fault I'm so damn curious

I thought you weren't ready yet
Then you went out and got yourself a girlfriend
You couldn't wait just two months 'til you left

And oh I know you're happy
You don't think about me
And that's the way it should be

I wish I didn't care so much
Wish I didn't lie between my teeth
But I just stop and stare so hard
Maybe it's the chronic jealousy
And I pretend that I don't care
I wear a smile, you're standing there
'Cause maybe in the end you'll choose me
A wannabe
Wannabe, wannabe

I wannabe careless
I wannabe pretty
I wish that you'd never oversee me
I wannabe selfless
Wannabe more mature
But I want you to see I wannabe yours
I wannabe yours

And I pretend that I don't care
I wear a smile, you're standing there
'Cause maybe in the end you'll choose me

And I pretend that I don't know
That you set fire to her home
And drove her car into the deep

Yeah I pretend that I don't care
I wanna see you everywhere
God I wish that I could be
Your wannabe
Wannabe, wannabe