In My Feelings

I got to say my feelings
The adhd mind
This shit hurt my heart
This shit crazy shit crazy how that shit went
I still love you to death though kill

Gave you my all how could you play me
You said you was never going to betray me
All this pain I'm asking God to come save me
Lost my guys I think about that shit daily

They talking shit about me but I'm not crazy
High as shit saying my feelings I'm feelin haze
Been to my self in my own world lately
All want is love you acting like you hate me

You went against the grain
While I was in the rain
All this shit you doing drive me insane
I'm the fuckin villain

I'm the one to blame
Try to betray me as the bad guy man that shit lame
Don't compare me to no other because we is not the same

I'm a real ass nigga that shit running through my vein
It hurt my heart when you switched up and you fucking changed

You say you love me but show me different yes that shit strange
We hitting heads we suppose to be on the same page
Free my man who held it down he locked up in the cage
I wish I could see my dogs perform on a big stage
Going crazy in my head like I want to rage

You was the one who was supposed to be there right beside me
Left you in the past cause of that shit now you behind me
Fake love and no loyalty
Is all that I see
I can only trust my siblings and motherfucking Kennedy

Fuck these niggas all they do is bring pain
Big four five trust me I ain't go to aim
When my aunt died man everything changed

Brought up some hurt from back in the day
Dug up some dirt from back in the day
Everything I did Man fuck it I ain't proud
Ima call cam he goin lay your ass down

When I go out I take shots by the round round round rounds
Nigga get down
Gotta bad rep
Always fuckin with clowns

You next to me when I'm up
But when I'm down you ain't around
Tried to hop in that water man you almost drowned
Call me princess bitch hand me my crown

Don't fuck with my best that lil bitch got rounds
When it's us both bitch it's giving shake down
Outside after sun down

No need to come looking we ain't hiding
Hop in the lexus we sliding
Bitches be fake I ain't smiling

And this shit off the top
I don't give this my heart
But I get on the beat and ride it
But that's something to talk about in private

Gave you my all how could you play me
You said you was never going to betray me
All this pain I'm asking God to come save me
Lost my guys I think about that shit daily

They talking shit about me but I'm not crazy
High as shit saying my feelings I'm feeling haze
Been to my self in my own world lately
All want is love you acting like you hate me