Soldier

its been so long
cant keep my mask on
its been 27 months now
where did it go so wrong
its been too long
cant keep my mask on
its been 28 months now
how did it go so wrong
where did it go so wrong
aint lost hope trust me
although i gotta admit
somedays shit gets real tough
out here its been real rough
had enough, gotta get this off my mind somehow
gotta get this off my mind right now
anyhow, how you been? ill be back soon
probably next june, shits fucked thats true
but we gotta make our own luck
at this point, everybody feelin stuck
working through the pain, like a trench kid, like a soldier
cant believe how quick my siblings getting older
cant believe i keep all this weight on my shoulders
if i hold it any longer it'll crush me like a boulder uh
everyday im questioning my sanity bipolar

shout out to my brother beau
shout out jpbeatz
shout out grandma
haha
lets go

not selling out, but buying in
up in aerospace, we flying in
not staying in, no lying in
takin painpills no vitamins

9000 feet up, still a flight risk
talking to my momma face to face on disc
and when i make it, get my brothers a iced wrist
not selling out, but buying in
up in aerospace, we flying in
not staying in, no lying in
takin painpills no vitamins
not selling out, but buying in
up in aerospace, we flying in
not staying in, no lying in
takin painpills no vitamins
mhm, and that's how the story ends
maybe we can still change the tide, it depends
that's how most stories end nowadays
but until that time im doing my best to tell you
that love transcends, and faith it transcends

if you ever feel like you need someone, hit me up
i aint got shit to do, i got your back, for real
keep your head up