Feelin Lost

Yeah, yeah
Uh, yeah, one two, one two
Yuh, uh-huh, ay, yeah, one two, one two, ayo
This one is for those times you just not feelin' it, y'know?
No matter what you try to do, man, you can't push through it
Listen, uh, yeah, yeah, c'mon

Some days, I don't wanna get goin'
I don't wanna make beats, I don't wanna be flowin'
Why? I'm not knowin', sometimes it just happens
Feel like stayin' in my bed, I ain't tryna take action
Damn, I know the seconds of my life is passin' by
And I don't wanna jump on 'em, I wonder why
Huh, is it wrong side of the bed?
Yeah, only thing I'm hearin' now inside of my head
Is those negative voices talkin' loud

Like, "Give up now!
You ain't killin' shit, no reason to be proud
No one's fuckin' with your style!"
Damn, this shit is loud
I don't need this bullshit up on my profile
Wanna let go, but I can't seem to shake it
Feelin' vulnerable like I'm exposed, butt naked
Uh, I ain't winnin', hardly makin' do
Maybe this is part of the struggle all the greats go through
Ya

I been feelin' lost, I don't know why
Don't wanna look, I wanna close my eyes
Seconds of my life rollin' by
Maybe if I take a step, then I'm gon' be fine
I been feelin' lost, I don't know why
Don't wanna look, I wanna close my eyes
Seconds of my life rollin' by
Maybe if I take a step, then I'm gon' be fine

Ya
Workin' against myself like it's treason
But what's the reason?
My attitude is on cold, freezin'
Feel like the Arctic
I used to wake up, pack a bowl and then I'd spark it
But that interfered with me bein' a artist
Had to let go of all the self-medication
And now it feels like I'm driftin' close to devastation
Yeah, maybe I should try to hit the meditation

Hard to focus on my breathin'
Damn, this don't feel pain-relievin'
Yeah, sometimes it's hard to be in the moment
When the moment got you not feelin' yourself, hard to own it
Yeah, I wish that I could find a way to exit
Uh, these thoughts up in my mind are way too reckless
Way too hectic, checkin' shit off my checklist
Damn, sometimes this stress shit, it starts to get infectious
It's takin' over everything, it's hard for me to see
Uh, someone, tell me how to get free, yo, what it be c'mon

I been feelin' lost, I don't know why
Don't wanna look, I wanna close my eyes
Seconds of my life rollin' by
Maybe if I take a step, then I'm gon' be fine
I been feelin' lost, I don't know why
Don't wanna look, I wanna close my eyes
Seconds of my life rollin' by
Maybe if I take a step, then I'm gon' be fine (ah, ah, ah)

Ayo, it's some bullshit but you can't let it damage you
I've learned sometimes to rely on the mechanical
Like, even though I don't wanna go for a run
If I put them shoes on, I can get it done
Don't think about it, put 'em on, lace 'em up
Go to the door right now, don't get stuck
Turn the knob, I know it's takin' all of your energy
Open it and let the sun-rays come through, that's the remedy

Yeah, put one foot in front the other, keep marchin'
Yeah, I know right now your soul is starvin'
For some kind of inspiration, but the inspiration won't come
Until you start to get the job done
Yeah, I've learned over time, I can't wait to be struck
By some type of lightnin' out the heavens, I would give up
Man, I gotta manifest it on my own
Get up on my run and slowly start to find my zone yo

I been feelin' lost, I don't know why
Don't wanna look, I wanna close my eyes
Seconds of my life rollin' by
Maybe if I take a step, then I'm gon' be fine
I been feelin' lost, I don't know why
Don't wanna look, I wanna close my eyes
Seconds of my life rollin' by
Maybe if I take a step, then I'm gon' be fine yeah!