If I Cry

(I say)
(I say)
(I say)

Soon as I hop out the car
I see the emblem on ground
Silence of the lamb
I'm eating lamb chops by the pound
I used to pray I'd whip a lamb
I Hope the lord don't let me down
The rain gon' wash away my sins
I hope the lord don't let me drown
(If I) cry, just walk on by
I know my grandma in the sky
And she giving God an earful
And it comes as no surprise
After all the shit I been through
Still I rise
I say I'm fine, but yet i'm tearful
Thought when I turned 25
I'd have a lot of shit to cheers to
Nothing to call mine
Except a car, but it's a rental
My biggest enemy is time
I need somebody I can vent to
When I'm beefing with my mind
I need a crib with a hill view
For my sister and my moms

And this is for all the ones that tried to tell me that I can't do it
You can do anything, just put your brain to it
Swear it ain't no thang to it
They all make the same music
I get acquainted with these beats and speak my pain to it
I hope that you get through it
The shit you don't talk about and
We all got work to do, so who the fuck you calling out and
Now I got shit to lose, the feelings new
Still finding balance
I just turned 26, still living at my momma house

And Working a 9-5, cus my music ain't poppin'
Got my Priories fucked up
Man i be needing some guidance
How I keep coming up short
Man I feel like the titans
When they played in the super bowl
Most times I feel like the lions
I got No place to call my own
But I'm steadily shopping
This shit crazy
Oh Yeah this shit don't make no sense
I promise this as real as it gets
Nobody likes you when you turn 26