Piece of Mind

I don't know what I'm gonna do
I don't know what my end goal is
I don't even know why I'm trying to do this
I don't know what void I'm trying to fill
Or what I'm trying to ignore
With everything here, secretly or not so secretly
Depending on who you ask

And despite the fact that every mistake I've ever made
Is making it harder and harder for me to
Fall asleep at night
I'm terrified that I will never be able to move on from them
And because of the mistakes, I've made
I might not deserve any of this
And despite every fear and anxiety
And negative emotion I feel
Almost always I might add
For some reason I only have hope

Hope that things will get better
Hope that I might find love
Hope that I can forgive myself and maybe move on
And hope that one day maybe we will all realize
That fighting on the internet has never solved any problem
Ever, like, at all

And maybe most of all
Hope that we could all, kind of, be kinder to each other
And share a little
Piece of mind

Shit, I don't know
That's all I got