January 18th

It's raining again, like the night before
You hide under the blankets like you do every storm
I went to bed fully clothed that night
But didn't fall asleep till the sunrise

Tell me, will you stand your ground
We're on the top of the world, but you're looking down

I remember the day you came to paint my nails and you chose the colours pink and black
When I asked you why, you said "it reminds me of us"
She asked "darling do you love me?" I replied "more than anything"
She said "then can you pay for the bus ride home I promise I won't leave you alone in the rain"

But you did, now i'm soaking wet
We're on top of the world but your head's not here yet
Tell me, will you stand your ground
We're on the top of the world, but you're looking down

Now we're fighting again cuz you promised me you wouldn't walk out like before
And we're kissing in the rain cuz the yelling got so bad that I couldn't take it anymore
Now I feel my colour drain cuz I know that was the last time I'd watch you walk out my door
I didn't know what to say except you make me feel like I'm fighting all your wars

Tell me, that you won't come back around
You'll leave, so I can finally break down
Tell me, don't stand your ground
You're on top of the world, but I'm nowhere to be
Found