Fading
I know I got some blessings
All these people talking 'bout my past I'm sick of venting
Not a person cares about it had to learn that lesson
All the same they say they'll be there when there fucking not
In my darkest moments I would beat them people to the top yeah
When I talk to a new person I come with caution
I don't wanna burn with a passion if I'm gonna burn like a torch in a coffin
Never climbing a ladder if your gonna push me down in the fire
That I came up with try to make me fall to the pressure
Wanna kill my drive I slash tires
If you say you follow me your all liars
Need a lobotomy I'm on repeat my brain how it tortures me I'm still stalling
Sick of being stuck inside my own conscience
Sick of always going through all my emotions
I don't wanna face the past of my problems
I just wanna put my head in the ocean
Until I'm drowning in my thoughts
And then I'm endlessly falling in an abyss
I claw the walls there's no escaping my pain
And I'm suffocating contemplating all my worth I'm the lame
Of the fucking game and getting sick of all my lows
My face is convoluted
All of my sins been paving
Out this path it's been jaded
They know that I've been fading
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know that will never be the case
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know life will never be the same
And it's never ending stuck up in a bout with my past
I know I'm hesitating fighting with this shadow is killing me
Mind is penetrating I don't really know who's the real me
So I'm ventilating but the fucking reaper keeps hold of me
Until I'm fading
Tryna fucking search for the better me
I'm evading
Everything I used to be killing me
Soul is bleeding
On these fucking papers when writing out
All my demons
Why is it that I am so dead to me I'm a ghost
My face is convoluted
All of my sins been paving
Out this path it's been jaded
They know that I've been fading
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know that will never be the case
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know life will never be the same
All these people talking 'bout my past I'm sick of venting
Not a person cares about it had to learn that lesson
All the same they say they'll be there when there fucking not
In my darkest moments I would beat them people to the top yeah
When I talk to a new person I come with caution
I don't wanna burn with a passion if I'm gonna burn like a torch in a coffin
Never climbing a ladder if your gonna push me down in the fire
That I came up with try to make me fall to the pressure
Wanna kill my drive I slash tires
If you say you follow me your all liars
Need a lobotomy I'm on repeat my brain how it tortures me I'm still stalling
Sick of being stuck inside my own conscience
Sick of always going through all my emotions
I don't wanna face the past of my problems
I just wanna put my head in the ocean
Until I'm drowning in my thoughts
And then I'm endlessly falling in an abyss
I claw the walls there's no escaping my pain
And I'm suffocating contemplating all my worth I'm the lame
Of the fucking game and getting sick of all my lows
My face is convoluted
All of my sins been paving
Out this path it's been jaded
They know that I've been fading
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know that will never be the case
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know life will never be the same
And it's never ending stuck up in a bout with my past
I know I'm hesitating fighting with this shadow is killing me
Mind is penetrating I don't really know who's the real me
So I'm ventilating but the fucking reaper keeps hold of me
Until I'm fading
Tryna fucking search for the better me
I'm evading
Everything I used to be killing me
Soul is bleeding
On these fucking papers when writing out
All my demons
Why is it that I am so dead to me I'm a ghost
My face is convoluted
All of my sins been paving
Out this path it's been jaded
They know that I've been fading
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know that will never be the case
Yeah I don't give a fuck about no fame
I'm sick of feeling like I'm stuck inside a maze
Find me caught up tryna live on better days
But we all know life will never be the same
Credits
Writer(s): Connor Gooding
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