SELF SABOTAGE (feat. Kiana & Syl Messi)

Some of my homies don't even call no more
Already know
What I be on
Either Ima pick up the phone
Or I leave it on seen
Pop out on some occasions
Make sure I show my face
But after a couple hours
I Gotta dip out the scene
Shorty saying she feel me
I ain't really convinced
Say all her cards on the table
But know it sumn up her sleeve
Pop out on some occasions
I'm having a change of heart
But then peep something on the low
And before you know it I leave
It's becoming routine
Me steady playing the fence
I Like to keep to myself
But wanna get out the crib
I Really just want some company
Text shorty let's chill
Even though I'm still anxious
She ain't just talking to me
Might need to open up more
Don't think my feelings agree
That's why they stay nonchalant
Till it's beneficial to me
I'm Building up all these walls
To insure where the exits be
Just incase I want out
Cuz investments they don't come cheap

So tell me What's the point of knowing intentions
And rebuilding bridges when
I can't afford to get too close
That's why I keep my distance
Cuz repairs too expensive
Might as well leave it broke

For me to be good with lyrics
I ain't too good with my words
Way too good at goodbyes
The only things that's for sure
Can't fix it I said I'm good
Even if it's looking the worse
Cuz I rather point out the problems
Than see if anything works

That's why I keep my distance
Cuz it won't make a difference
Already told you I'm too...