Relapsing
If I talk about my problems I'm a burden to everyone
It's only a matter of time before depression has won
Death is running through my brain I want it to go away
Will I ever be happy or do I suffer every day
I try to hide it but people ask if I'm okay
Scaring the ones I love because I may not see another day
I want it to end and I know I'll be missed by people
Why is my fuckin' mind so goddamn evil
I hate this shit imma slit my wrist Everyone will act like the give a shit
I'm so sick of it anxiety is a bitch I just wanna put myself in a fuckin' ditch
Why do I got to go through these mood swings
I should be locked up for life to keep myself clean
I'm not okay I probably never will be
I'm going to die cause of my anxiety
I'm surprised that I've made it this far with the way I am
I can't believe I've fallen this low again
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
Everyone talks to me like I'm retarded or somethin'
Makes me feel even worse about myself I'm cuttin'
I don't know myself anymore I'm losing my sanity
Feeling like shit on the mother fucking daily
Nothing I do is ever good enough for anybody
No matter how hard I try to please I'm a nobody
I hate myself more than I ever have
I look in the mirror and get really fuckin mad
I'm ugly nobody wants me I'll just make myself bleed
I'm disgusting noone loves me I'm a worthless human being
Manic state of mind causes me to go crazy
I don't want to be around anyone cause I'm self hating
Don't want my energy to rub off on my friends
Locked in my room and I sit here til my spell ends
I'm surprised I've made it this far with the way I am
I'm hoping that this depression shit will fuckin end
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
This is it I need to be removed
Take me out of society just make me a loon
I get into it with my father and it hurts
I just want to be away from this curse
I wish my father would've worn a condom
So that I could not be here and the problem would be solved then
I would not feel as bad as I do
No matter what I do I always seem to fuckin lose
I'm gonna hurt myself I'm bad for my health I can't be trusted
I want noone else but myself around me cause I'm gushin'
Why am I so mean to me
Why can't I see what you see
People tell me I'm so amazing
But I don't see what you are saying
I'm surprised I've made it this far with the way I am
This isn't a song it's my cry for help man
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
It's only a matter of time before depression has won
Death is running through my brain I want it to go away
Will I ever be happy or do I suffer every day
I try to hide it but people ask if I'm okay
Scaring the ones I love because I may not see another day
I want it to end and I know I'll be missed by people
Why is my fuckin' mind so goddamn evil
I hate this shit imma slit my wrist Everyone will act like the give a shit
I'm so sick of it anxiety is a bitch I just wanna put myself in a fuckin' ditch
Why do I got to go through these mood swings
I should be locked up for life to keep myself clean
I'm not okay I probably never will be
I'm going to die cause of my anxiety
I'm surprised that I've made it this far with the way I am
I can't believe I've fallen this low again
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
Everyone talks to me like I'm retarded or somethin'
Makes me feel even worse about myself I'm cuttin'
I don't know myself anymore I'm losing my sanity
Feeling like shit on the mother fucking daily
Nothing I do is ever good enough for anybody
No matter how hard I try to please I'm a nobody
I hate myself more than I ever have
I look in the mirror and get really fuckin mad
I'm ugly nobody wants me I'll just make myself bleed
I'm disgusting noone loves me I'm a worthless human being
Manic state of mind causes me to go crazy
I don't want to be around anyone cause I'm self hating
Don't want my energy to rub off on my friends
Locked in my room and I sit here til my spell ends
I'm surprised I've made it this far with the way I am
I'm hoping that this depression shit will fuckin end
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
This is it I need to be removed
Take me out of society just make me a loon
I get into it with my father and it hurts
I just want to be away from this curse
I wish my father would've worn a condom
So that I could not be here and the problem would be solved then
I would not feel as bad as I do
No matter what I do I always seem to fuckin lose
I'm gonna hurt myself I'm bad for my health I can't be trusted
I want noone else but myself around me cause I'm gushin'
Why am I so mean to me
Why can't I see what you see
People tell me I'm so amazing
But I don't see what you are saying
I'm surprised I've made it this far with the way I am
This isn't a song it's my cry for help man
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
Someone save me
I'm relapsing
I am drowning
In Anxiety
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Writer(s): Timothy Bennett
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