I Never Thought

I never thought I'd write a song like this
I always thought you'd be near

I never thought I'd write a song like this
Let me be perfectly clear
I never thought I'd write a song like this
Cause I thought you'd always be here

But everyone is telling me you're dead dead dead
And I don't want to hear it cause it hurts my head
And the only thing I see here is an empty bed
All that I can think about is stuff I should have said

Everyone is telling me that God knows best
You believe in Jesus so now you're at rest
But I can't sleep at all so I am not impressed
I can't get out of bed and I just can't get myself dressed

Everyone is telling me I'll see you by and by
But I say all you left me here is high and dry
And all that I can do is hang my head and cry
I wake up in the morning and I still just want to die

Everyone is telling me I need to eat
Wash my hair and get some air and change the sheet
I guess they never felt like they were really beat
But I know they are right I need to get back on my feet

I never thought I'd write a song like this
But I sure am glad that it's done
I never thought I'd write a song like this
Gonna take a walk in the sun