friend or lover

Where were you when I found love?
Where were you when I almost died?
Where were you when I came up?
Where were you when I tried and tried
It's been years since you looked my way
Reminisce on way back in the day
Remember what you would say to me
"You and me till the end" that's what you'd preach

What fuckin happened, what fuckin changed?
I don't understand why, I tried to remain
Composed and collected but how could I?
When you switched up on someone

You said you'd die for
Shit like that I just can't justify for
'Cause I never felt this way before
I just wanna leave, lock and shut the door
This relationship is a chore
I don't wanna do this anymore
Friend or lover but it just feels like war
Said something but you'd just ignore

'Cause I took break you said I changed
I changed who I be around can't you see?
Remember when you'd say that you love me
But now we fell apart and it's cause of me?

But no it's fuckin not 'cause you know what you did
You know what you did but won't admit
Delusional friends and you know it never ends
You'd lie to yourself the truth extends
You may be happy right now
But in the end you took the bigger loss
Oh shit what's that sound?
Broke up, you're tryna make up now
Story of my life
Shit always happens
No matter friend or lover
It won't last man
Enjoy the ride cause
You're gonna crash man

Shit like that I just can't deal with anymore
'Cause I never felt this way before
I just wanna leave, lock and shut the door
This relationship is a chore
I don't wanna do this anymore
Friend or lover but it just feels like war
Said something but you'd just ignore

I liked you for your smile
And your music taste
Never liked anything you'd play me
But I knew that it made you happy
But those days are far behind us
And now I know that I must
Forget all about it
Forget it even happened
But how could I forget when you said we're soulmates
Never even dated but still, I face
The weeping regret that never ends
Don't even know if I wanna talk again

Shit like that I just can't deal with anymore
'Cause I never felt this way before
I just wanna leave, lock and shut the door
This relationship is a chore
Don't wanna do this anymore
Friend or lover but it just feels like war
Said something but you'd just ignore



Credits
Writer(s): Tavi Victoria
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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