Ta!k

Fighting in the dark
I'm fighting in the dark

Talk, no, I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna feel
Don't know how to control (yeah)
Say you still like me, yeah, that shit reckless
Don't know how to face it, just leave me here dying
Talk, no, I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna feel
Don't know how to control (yeah)
Thinking 'bout you but I gotta stay true
Need a cut through, oh, free me from dark blue

Do you see that heartbeat, tiny pumpings?
I'm walking down our street, now my heart racing
The words blade through my dilapidated body (yeah)
And I still want you back, now that shit's funny

I'm drowning myself in that loud hard EDM
Wish I can go back to the past, no, it's just cocaine
Run 'til me collapse 'cause I can't sleep everyday
I'm so drunk to think straight, so I might do some stupid shit

Take 'em all down, they are still my favor drawings
Clear them all out, those songs on your favor' playlist
I was chasing that star, you're my source of light and brightness
Now the wall's built tall, all that left for me is darkness

I cannot hold my head, feels like I'm 'bout to explode
Cannot switch my mood, yeah, I'm missing that code
I'm running towards the edge of my heavy cloud
It follows where I go, like I'm still the main cause

Talk, no, I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna feel
Don't know how to control (yeah)
Say you still like me, yeah, that shit reckless
Don't know how to face it, just leave me here dying
Talk, no, I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna feel
Don't know how to control (yeah)
Thinking 'bout you but I gotta stay true
Need a cut through, oh, free me from dark blue

I'm fading for the good, now love is gone and that's fact
I'm lying to forget your face in the end, that's fake
I'm on the roof, asking devil help me guild through
Said jump off the cliff, there'll be someone truly want you

A day by a day, same pattern be breaking me
A cold summer day, it gives me anxiety
I'm driving 'round the city hoping I can crash and leave it
'Cause without you, I don't really give a fuck about my feelings

Everywhere I go I see you stock in my head
Like a lucid dream rotting my brain, it's hard for me to pretend
She like a movie star, or pretty Medusa
Either one of them stare too long's gonna break your heart, yeah

But after all, I don't really wanna feel (wanna feel)
'Cause after all, you are still my biggest deal (biggest deal)
Now tell me how, be the man you're searching for
'Cause after all, you're still my sweetie girl

Talk, no, I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna feel
Don't know how to control (yeah)
Say you still like me, yeah, that shit reckless
Don't know how to face it, just leave me here dying
Talk, no, I don't wanna talk, no, I don't wanna feel
Don't know how to control (yeah)
Thinking 'bout you but I gotta stay true
Need a cut through, oh, free me from dark blue

The words I don't say, now you know it