New Year's Eve

Hey we never talked about
What happened New Year's Eve
You made your way back in my world
And then you had to leave
And I'll respect your silence
But it's hard not to believe
All I worked so hard for years ago
Was right there for the taking

Hey we never talked about
What happened New Year's Day
When you looked at me right in my eyes
And kissed my hand that way
You were always made of mossy stones
And I was made of clay
I couldn't bear to throw myself
At you for fear of breaking

I know that wasn't you and me
Just vodka and champagne
But you went back to Bellingham
And I had to remain
With the boy I met once I had healed
Who loves me pure and plain
And now I cannot tell if I am just
Comfortable or faking

And here I go
Reading too much into things again
And yes I know
Don't want to go back to that spring again
When you were my one reality
The morphine in my veins
When you made me so unstable
But you also kept me sane

Hey we never talked about
What we did to each other
I tortured you and you tortured me
And then you left for another
You said that you could be my friend
But you'd never be my lover
And now I feel so ill at ease
With the ground around us shaking

Or is it

Hey we never talked about
What happens to us now