B.T.M. (Beautiful Tragic Mess)
I remember the first time I felt I was a stranger to my own bed
I hugged my father in the bathroom, crying I was terrified of my own head
I couldn't see past the long way I fell, and I was sure this would be my end
I was coming to terms with who I am, I just didn't know it then
I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a beautiful tragic mess
I've taken my falls
I've tried to resist
All the things I knew would help me to win
So if your hurt is strong
And you kinda wish
That it would all leave if you flipped a switch
Just know that I find
If you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
Twenty-three, telling my best friend I got nowhere to go but down
I wasn't meant to be happy, I might've been before, there's none of it left now
Now I'm on the rise, giving my very best, and I haven't seen him in months
Sometimes the people that are closest to you are the ones you need to distance from
I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a beautiful tragic mess
I've taken my falls
I've tried to resist
All the things I knew would help me to win
So if your hurt is strong
And you kinda wish
That it would all leave if you flipped a switch
Just know that I find
If you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
So don't give up
For all the days you spent lonely
And wishing, "if only
Someone could save me from myself"
Put yourself first, friend
Cause you are so worth it
And I don't wanna see you give in
I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a Beautiful Tragic Mess
But what I find
Is if you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
And I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a Beautiful Tragic Mess
I've taken my falls
I've tried to resist
All the things I knew would help me to win
So if your hurt is strong
And you kinda wish
That it would all leave if you flipped a switch
Just know that I find
If you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
So don't give up
Don't give up
Don't give up
I hugged my father in the bathroom, crying I was terrified of my own head
I couldn't see past the long way I fell, and I was sure this would be my end
I was coming to terms with who I am, I just didn't know it then
I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a beautiful tragic mess
I've taken my falls
I've tried to resist
All the things I knew would help me to win
So if your hurt is strong
And you kinda wish
That it would all leave if you flipped a switch
Just know that I find
If you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
Twenty-three, telling my best friend I got nowhere to go but down
I wasn't meant to be happy, I might've been before, there's none of it left now
Now I'm on the rise, giving my very best, and I haven't seen him in months
Sometimes the people that are closest to you are the ones you need to distance from
I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a beautiful tragic mess
I've taken my falls
I've tried to resist
All the things I knew would help me to win
So if your hurt is strong
And you kinda wish
That it would all leave if you flipped a switch
Just know that I find
If you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
So don't give up
For all the days you spent lonely
And wishing, "if only
Someone could save me from myself"
Put yourself first, friend
Cause you are so worth it
And I don't wanna see you give in
I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a Beautiful Tragic Mess
But what I find
Is if you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
And I've been a wreck
I've been depressed
I've been a Beautiful Tragic Mess
I've taken my falls
I've tried to resist
All the things I knew would help me to win
So if your hurt is strong
And you kinda wish
That it would all leave if you flipped a switch
Just know that I find
If you try your best
One day it all begins to make sense
So don't give up
Don't give up
Don't give up
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Writer(s): Michael Tirado
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